A Light in the Darkness, Part 4: Caroline Aguiar
Posted on February 14, 2014
Updated on February 14, 2014
By Caroline Aguiar
If you don’t mind, I’d like to take you back to when I first met Dr. Janice B, and what followed afterwards.
First of all, not only is she a practicing M.D., but she holds a doctorate in Chinese Medicine, and she is a Shamanic teacher/practitioner who specializes in Middle World Spirits and their transition into the light.
After clearing my energy field of the unfriendly energy, the next step was to connect with my Compassionate Allies, and my power animal who would also teach me about particular qualities within myself which I needed to understand in order to continue on my path of learning, and growth. Once I fully understand this, someday I will be able to embrace my mission here at this time.
Immediately, once my power animal came to me, I began to connect with her through meditation practices, and I read lengthy articles provided by Dr, Janice on her unique qualities. Surprisingly enough, my power animal is also deeply connected to the cycles of the moon.
My power animal symbolizes guardian energy. She is the symbol of the feminine, death and rebirth, the understanding of death, reclaiming ones power, the ability to know the dark, aggressiveness and power without solar influence. Her power is lunar (moon).
These animals are able to move gracefully in and out of situations, as well as freeze, and not be noticed. This is the symbol of the ability to shape shift realities using all parts of the body to perform such a task. The gift of this animal is the power of silence, and they represent the life, and power of the night.
When I took all of this into consideration, and as my body changes, my sense of who I am is changing as well. I feel as if my power animal is merging with me, and eventually we will become one.
Some of her qualities are already present within me, and they have been for some time. For instance, I always feel safe within the dark. The darkness of night is somehow comforting, and even more so because I feel unseen while in the dark.
Often at my ranch, when night-time is present, I walk around freely with no need for a flashlight because the dark doesn’t scare me. To me, the dark is like a comforting blanket which I can wrap around my shoulders, and suddenly I’m hidden from everyone, and everything. In other words, like my power animal, I’m learning to move unseen within the darkness of night.
Her connection with the feminine, and the cycles of the moon are gradually working their way into my understanding of them. I’ve learned to watch the moon like I would a clock on the kitchen wall. I know which phase is beginning, and which is ending. I can look up at the waxing moon in the star-studded sky, and know exactly how many more days until she’s ripe, and full again.
My greatest effort is to make peace with the moon, and her energy because to me, when the moon is full, this is also the time when the veil between the worlds is extra thin, and the possibility of contact with Earthbound Spirits is more prevalent than ever before.
For some reason this still scares me because like I said earlier, although I can feel the presence of Earthbound Spirits, I can’t see where they are, who’s coming at me, or where they are going. All I know is that they gravitate towards my energy as my blue police siren whirls away. The big question now; When I feel them near, what am I supposed to do?
Dr. Janice has shown me ways to protect my energy field so Earthbound Spirits don’t come to close into my space. When they do, I can’t sleep, and I feel drafty, pressure on my back. If you can imagine a marching band parading around your bedroom all night long, this is exactly what it feels like at the time of the full moon, on Halloween, Day of the Dead, and all the equinoxes, and solstices. Often on these occasions I awake in the morning feeling very groggy, and with a huge hangover due to lack of sleep.
From what I’ve learned so far, the moon’s energy is in me, and this is why my entire being is so attuned to her. Since death, and rebirth are also qualities of my power animal my entire being is highly attuned to the Earthbound Spirits. Perhaps this is why I can’t watch anything of a violent nature, especially anything which depicts death, or dying. Something inside of me connects with the exaggeration of what I’m seeing, and I find it extremely unsettling. It’s as if I’m watching a mockery of the transitioning process.
Death is not a mockery, and it certainly isn’t funny. Nor was it meant to be depicted in violent acts to which our children regularly view on television, cartoons, and in video games. What I find equally shocking is that they laugh about it too. I often wonder, what is it exactly that we’re teaching our children?
In my opinion death, or better said, transitioning, aside from birth is the most important process of our journey in this lifetime. I truly believe no matter what type of life we’ve led, or what mistakes we think we made along the way, or perhaps there were circumstances within our lives we wished we did differently, at the time of a person’s transition there is nothing more important for them to know other than their life had meaning, and purpose. Most of all they must
know they were loved.
At the time of our transition we go through all sorts of life review while unsolved issues might arise, perhaps reminders of estrangements with family members or friends fill our consciousness, and there are doubts, all depending on our religious beliefs about what will happen after we take our very last breath.
All of these circumstances may bring unnecessary fear, and worry to the person who is transitioning. Regardless of past issues, or regrets associated with the person in transition, it is our duty as loving human beings to put it all aside, because in all truth, regret, or anger towards what was, no longer serves us, and it certainly doesn’t serve the person in transition.
The mission at hand is to surround those in transition with love, forgiveness, warmth, compassion, and understanding. When their time comes to leave this physical life they will enter into the light without fear, regret, or remorse. I think this is the greatest gift we can give someone; our absolute, and unconditional love.
Everyday, people transition from the World of the Living, and return to the World of Spirit, but what about those souls who for various reasons could not cross into the light, and complete their transition process? They are still caught in the Middle World, as we are, in the World of Suffering. They too, although no longer in the physical body, suffer within their lives as if
they were still living among us.
I assure you they are not scary ghosts, and goblins, or monsters as they are so blatantly depicted in network media these days, and they certainly aren’t out to get us, or cause us harm. They are PEOPLE just like you and me, and they suffer, just as we have all suffered at different intervals of our lives.
Although my mind still plays the fear game with me about this subject, there is another part of me who fully understands this concept. My heart goes out to those suffering souls because I too, know what it is to suffer. I know what it feels like to wander aimlessly with no direction, to feel sad, and disheartened, and to feel utterly, and completely lost. Without overstepping my bounds, I think all of us reading these words today have also felt the very same things at some point in our lives.
We’ve heard the veils between the worlds are down now. The World of the Living, and the World of Spirit have merged together at last. In a way, I think this was always true, except now, due to the inner changes we’re experiencing in our awakening process, and the changes occurring within our societies about the Spirit World, there is more openness about this subject. As a result, there are also more “sensitives” out there who are acknowledging their abilities; those who feel their close connection to the Spirit World, and who are openly communicating with them as well.
I’ve fallen into this category, and I still don’t know what to do with it. I also have a lot of learning, and growing to do before I can fully embrace my mission here at this time. I may speculate about what it is, but then again, nothing is set in stone. It all depends on me, and how much effort I put into learning about my new life, and way of being. It also requires that I understand myself completely before going ahead with anything. This means full integration with who I am, and the acceptance of myself, and my truth.
I’m in no hurry. Its time to take into accountability the seriousness of this undertaking,while at the same time I will nurture myself with patience, love, and compassion for the rest of my days.
To be Continued in Part 5 and 6 on Saturday: Ascension For All Souls
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