By GLR ANdReA - Posted on 16 September 2012
“Ascension”? Really? With All of This Mess Around Us (and Within)? Some Thoughts to Consider…
by Love Reporter Angela
you looked around lately – within your own life and/or in those around
you and the world in general and asked, “What IS this mess, anyway? How
is THIS evolution and progression?!” Have you had hours, days, and/or
weeks where you’ve started feeling extremely angry, fearful, listless,
like you want to crawl out of your skin… and yet have no specific cause
for it? And what about being weighted down… have you had moments when
you’ve felt as if you’re completely filled with lead, like you’re
wearing a suit that makes you feel like you’re carrying an extra hundred
pounds or so, and all you want to do is sleep, alternating with spurts
of energy that you can’t seem to alleviate?
I gotcha. Been there, done that… and I do this EVERY DAY; I meditate, I
clear, I heal… and I help others do the same, so I’m in the “heightened
awareness” place most of the time. I do know how to observe the
collective consciousness without becoming lost in it – I’ve become quite
adept at it – and yet, a few weeks ago, POW! I didn’t know what hit me!
First a Moment About the Earth
mind says, OK… we’re “supposed to be” evolving… progressing… getting
ready for “Earth 2.0,” ascending… whatever you want to call it. Yet, on
the surface, it seems we’re more of a mess than ever: extreme polarities
in belief systems, politics, and many other areas; shootings in movie
theaters, temples, and consulates; and drugs that produce zombie-like
behavior, at the top of the list. Individually, many have the lives they
worked so hard to create just crumbling away no matter how hard they
fight to preserve it… losing jobs, severing long-standing ties and
relationships, succumbing to debt, and releasing much of the “picture”
of the life many had thought was their dream. Earth herself has been
tumultuous: global extremes in weather, earthquakes rumbling around the
world, volcanoes that haven’t been active for decades or more coming
back to life, tsunamis, polar ice caps melting away.
So, you might ask, “What’s THAT about?”
months back, I was shown the bigger picture related to the evolution of
Earth – of Gaia herself – and what that entails, as we stand on the
ground, here, right now. As within our bodies, our skin, liver, heart,
lungs, and all other organs and cells are a part of us (with their own
consciousness as well), we are a part of the whole organism of the
Earth. I was shown how throughout this existence, part of the
exploration and experience of the lessons of duality and the ego have
caused us to bleed, at one time or another, into every land of this
world. We’ve had wars, we’ve hurt ourselves, we’ve hurt each other,
we’ve hurt the other beings here, as well as played with creating
imbalance in the organism as a whole. The result: This “blood” – both
literal and metaphorical – has seeped into Earth, as so much seeps into
our bodies through the skin and then incorporates into our systems.
all of this, she has adjusted as well as she could, realigned herself,
so she could continue on. So WE could continue on, in some way, shape,
or form…. to do the same thing again and again, over and over. To REALLY
learn those lessons!
our bodies do this – forget the unity, forget that all the cells, all
the organs have to work together to function optimally – what happens?
Disease; malfunctions and sometimes failure of entire organic systems
within us. Cancer. Auto-immune disease. Allergies (“irritations”). Many
other chronic conditions. And, as a collective part of the Earth
organism, “as above, so below”… why do you think we have an
overabundance of these types of diseases within our own bodies today?
we get an overabundance of toxins within the body, what does our body
naturally do to rebalance itself? Detoxify; it tries to push all of the
dangerous toxins that have become embedded in the system to the surface…
to release them and regain balance.
what Earth’s doing? Except this is the BIGGIE… she’s detoxifying
because it’s time to get to the next level of evolution, to complete
this existence at this level of density, with these lessons of duality.
And as a part of this organism, we’re along for the ride!
what does that entail? Well… all of that blood, all of that disservice
and ego-based separation that has seeped into her “system” is coming to
the surface… while all of what we’ve done to disservice our own bodies
is doing the same, which can exacerbate the situation. So, yes… a lot of
rage, resentment, fear, anxiety, regret, guilt, doubt, sorrow, and pain
coming to the surface now… to be healed, dissolved, and released, once
and for all.
Needless to say, how that affects us is up to the individual.
Can we release all of this productively, or will we allow ourselves to get lost in it?
another, non-judgmental vantage point, there are many, many souls who
have chosen NOT to be here during the peak of this and/or to see it
through to completion from “ground zero”; they’ve come, finished the
lessons they want to have here, and choose to do the rest elsewhere,
outside of this 3D world. So, they are transitioning out; it is a choice
they have made, and it doesn’t matter whether they’re home in the
shower and fall and hit their head or in public where they get run over
by a car or shot. And what this “gunk” coming to the surface does is
also provide ample opportunity for groups of souls to go ahead and
transition out en masse. Recently, a pretty awakened friend of mine was
in a place where she was considering the choice of “walking out”… and
she created herself a door where a truck came barreling down the road as
she was crossing a busy street and could have easily provided the
doorway for her to transition. She told me that she knew in that moment
that no matter how it looked… she knew it would be quick and painless;
in fact, she knew that her soul would leave her body before the truck
ever hit. At that moment… she realized how easy it really can be, and
she decided to stay.
have been guided over the past several months to focus on healing at
the collective and mass level… and I am shown, time and time again, how
individual challenges and limitations are personal experiences that are
directly related to the collective experience. The more we can sit in
love and just douse Earth and the collectives and mass consciousness,
the easier the transition and adjustments will be.
Now, On to That Leaden, Listless Feeling You Might Be Experiencing…
I’ve been guided to do collective clearing/healing after collective
clearing/healing, there was a point, about a week-and-a-half ago, when I
started thinking, “Were we CRAZY to plan all of this, to do all of this
all at once… with so many here right now who haven’t even opened their
eyes even a slit toward Awakening? This is nuts… how can we do this?” I
could FEEL how many have no idea right now; I could FEEL the work yet to
do. All I could think was, “I’m SO DONE with all of this!” (Note: I
also actually, for the first time ever, asked for a “door to
transition,” and was provided one by my ever-present guide, Archangel Ezekiel, THAT NIGHT… why I chose not to take it is a story for another day… )
been staying ever-present, calm, clear, and watching the growing
freneticism of many… who are fighting harder and harder to hold on to
that which doesn’t serve them, because they believe that’s what they’re
supposed to do. I’ve been watching and helping others with their pain,
anger, resentment, fear… and as much as I LOVE what I do, there were
some days I was starting to get tired.
then, last weekend… wow, the heaviness set in. I became distracted… I
didn’t want to meditate, didn’t want to connect… and as much as I love
to work out, I felt like I had lead running through my body! There were a
few days when all I wanted to do was sleep (luckily over an uneventful
weekend); and yet, I simultaneously felt like I was about to crawl out
of my skin, uncomfortable, edgy… I started thinking, “What the heck is
all of this about? I KNOW this feeling… but I can’t quite place it,
had the blessing of having a steady stream of client sessions, so I set
that up for myself well (from the Higher Self, along with my guide
family, obviously)… because regardless of how I feel, I make sure I do
everything I can to ensure that I’m open and clear for the work I do
with others. So, I at least continued doing SOME self-work, which was
helpful. One day, I didn’t have sessions until later in the afternoon; I
had planned to go to the gym in the morning, didn’t make it. Then I
thought I would hop on the elliptical at home; never made it. And I was
feeling edgier and more impatient than ever. Finally, about midday, I
heard, loudly, “GET OUTSIDE.” So I went out into my yard and sat in the
grass. I actually started feeling EVEN EDGIER… and felt like I needed to
get to a waterfront. So I took my dog, and we went to a nearby lake, to
trot the 3 miles around the trail along the perimeter. As we
progressed, I just practiced an exercise I suggest to quite a few
clients – simply BREATHING into my heart, and expanding my light.
all thought… simply focusing on the heart. Expanding the light,
connecting with the nature around me. Through this, there was an
extraordinary number of dragonflies that were swarming around us the
entire time – green, blue, white, brown, you name it, zipping right up
to my face and then away, zipping around us, hovering nearby (for those
who don’t know the “message of the dragonfly”… dragonflies help to bring
And all of that time, I thought, “This feels SO FAMILIAR…”
after that, the discomfort ebbed away, and I felt a LOT better… and
able to attend to my sessions throughout the evening.
night, I went to sleep with the intention of connecting to understand
WHAT THE HECK was going on. In the dream, I was at my acupuncturist’s
office, and she was talking to me about someone else who was being
“pinned” on the table. She was telling me about how the person’s
symptoms would flow and ebb… just like she was in labor to deliver a
the middle of the dream, a HUGE light bulb went off for me… THAT’S IT! I
remember thinking in the dream. It’s the Earth… she’s in LABOR!
I woke up, fresh from that dream, I realized immediately that the
stages of what I had been going through myself were JUST LIKE being in
labor to deliver a child, without the pain (of course, I had forgotten…
it HAS been more than 14 years since my last go of it! LOL)!
when you look back to the section I wrote before this, about Earth and
her detoxification… let’s also add that she’s now at the equivalent
stage of being in labor to “birth” a whole new version of herself. The
part to be aware of is that since we are a part of this organism of
Earth, guess what? We will all have our individual ways of playing that
out. We’re all detoxing that which doesn’t serve us, and now we’re
TOTALLY “ripping off the Band-Aid” to get to this next level of
existence… but HERE’S THE AWESOME NEWS: That means we’re ALMOST THERE!
considering all of this, you might ask, “Yikes! What does this mean for
me? Does that mean that my life is going to implode? Is it all going to
fall apart?” That’s a good question… are you willing to let go of that
which doesn’t serve you and SEE it as what is Highest and Best… or are
you going to try to cling to the familiar (regardless of how miserable
it is) and make it a painful transition? Can you take some time out for
yourself every day – yes, every single day – to simply get in 15 minutes
of clearing the mind and breathing into you heart? Can you take some
time every day to send love and healing to the Earth of which we’re a
part? Can you go through one day – just ONE DAY to start – without
judgment of any kind toward yourself and others? Can you stay completely
fluid to what’s going on around you, without giving any energy to
resistance? The more we do for ourselves, the more we practice
acceptance and fluidity, the more we release that which doesn’t serve us
with grace, ease, balance, harmony, and joy… and the more space we
create for ourselves to let in what DOES serve us in the Highest and
Best way, from the individual to the collective.
And the easier and quicker our “delivery” in to a new, fresh, higher vibration Earth will be. :-)
Thanks to: http://soundofheart.org