As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
honor the world with your prayers, with your words, with your
intentions, and yet your personal life is falling apart at the seams. Your energy is scattered. Your physical body is exhausted, and your sleep patterns are disrupted. Your
life has not been swept, cleaned or dusted because you are so busy
giving your light away like a frivolous lighthouse keeper and not
honoring your own needs. Giving yourself as a sacrificial
lamb, to every cause will not get you ahead of the game. Like a woman on
a desert with a baby, she would automatically give the last water to
the child, but she would perish. Who would then save the child? There is
no future in giving until you are gone.
The ancient texts and mystery schools spoke of the energy of giving. Giving from a well that was full, giving from a well that was cleansed and purified. When you are full of love, and light– it radiates out touching everything in its path 360 degrees. In
this radiating there is a ripple effect, a multiplication of energy,
touching everything from the blades of grass to the unfound stars.
you are personally empty – no matter how many prayers you direct, how
much light you radiate, how many affirmations and meditations you speak
and pray – it will not reach its desired destination. You can only truly give when you are full.
When you are continually focusing outward and not honoring yourself first, you do all life an injustice. By not loving yourself enough, and giving only to external demands of you, you cause an imbalance in all of creation. That
imbalance starts and ends with each one of you. You assisted no one and
nothing, by not filling yourself up first. The good thoughts, light,
prayers, and healing that you sent just ran off, it did not meet its
mark. It ended up in the lost email department of life, because it did not have enough gas to get to its intended destination!
Every one of you at some point has received a phone call, an email from someone asking for help or prayers. You
may have just come in the door from a hard day exhausted, barely able
to think, and then you are asked to give what little life force there is
left. All you wanted to do was sit down, rest, or eat a little to refuel yourself, but you did not. The ‘god of guilt’, within you insisted you send love or healing immediately into the situation. You
did not fill your gas tank first, so you are running on empty trying to
put out fires with an empty water truck, your prayers, get zero
are spending way to much time and energy pouring the gas outside of the
gas tank –missing your mark. Imagine yourself going to the gas station
and filling everyone else’s car around you. They all are grateful and thankful and wave as they drive off and leave you. You sit there on empty waiting to be filled by someone, but alas, there is no gas for you.
On the seventh day of Creation the Universe/God rested filling up again, getting ready to create more. God honors himself/herself first. Everything that is created is created from a point of fullness or not created at all. Everything that is given is given from a point of fullness or not given at all.
as received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
Everything in our existence was cooked in the same cosmic crock-pot. All came from the same cosmic soup with the same celestial ancestry. Every
Being that exists between time and within time, is a part of the
expressions of the Universe. You are a multi-dimensional universe
within your self, your cell structure, and your biology all is stardust.
entire year has escorted humankind into doorways of thinking beyond
mortal perceptions of time and space. There is no denying we have all
shifted. Our true essence is no longer limited and linear, our true
essence belongs to all worlds, to all universes, and to all Time. Do not separate yourself from your experience, but pour yourself into your life. The separateness that you have long felt as truth is no longer such. For
your world has passed the parallelisms of itself and it now creates a
new sentence, a new understanding, and a new diagramming of the
explanation of whom it knows itself to be. By keeping
separate in your thinking, in your workday, in your relationships, in
your hopes and dreams, in your fears, and tears – you create a ripple
effect of separateness.
Source has stretched itself to the very edge of its capacity to procreate from this angle of light. Earth
has stretched as far as she is able and now begins to contract in an
effort to alleviate her growing pains and be propelled forward. expansion is wondrous but in truth has placed many stretch marks upon the body of humanity and earth herself.
Earth feels this heaviness and her momentum is slowed just a fraction. Your bodies will feel heavier as you move into your fulcrum. After the next level of expansion, there will be a grand conjunction and contraction. The balloon of life cannot be blown up anymore then it is without popping at the seems. You will let go of the need for material. In
the expansion, you wanted everything. In the contraction, thoughts are
fine-lined, expectations are thinner, knowledge is deeper, and
remembrance is clearer.
energies contract you will find yourself in-between spheres of
consciousness, in front of a portal of instantaneous manifestation. You
will move closer and closer to your original undiluted full strength
form. You will grow in might, in character, in knowing, and in remembrance. As
you contract fully to an expanded, yet singular thought of yourself –
you will then be escorted into the next level of light. Ascension comes
in many layers many flavors, colors, sounds, and feelings. Ask to be shown how to prepare your body, mind, and spirit to embrace Ascension as God knows it. Ask
to be divinely instructed into Ascension patterns of thinking, into
Ascension patterns of loving, into Ascension patterns of healing, and
into Ascension patterns of creation.
Everything shifts for you as you 'contract into expansion'. You are contracting into expansion and into Ascension. It is not something you do. It is something you are. It is not something that happens to you – it is something you are. It is your birthright. It is your destiny. Each of you has taken giant steps into evolutionary understandings. Do not focus on your war, your famine, your hate, your fear, and your disease. Focus only on love and grace and peace and joy. And then it shall be yours.
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
My daughters of light, my lambs of the land. The vibration and the energy of your illumination dazzles the constellations that look down upon you. The wind is envious as it blows through your hair and your life for it sees your beauteous nature. It sees what you once were and what you yearn to become. Unbuckle the humanness that keeps you so strapped in to all the roles that you once played. Know
at this time and this vibration and this intersection of light and life
you are worthy of grandness that you have failed to become in the past.
You are a conjunction of all of your fears, of all of your dreams, of all of your desires. You are conjunction of time and space and heaven and hell. You are the destiny of this beauteous planet that you stand upon. You
hold the vibratory key that escorts so many into a portal, a place of
safety and it is in this place of safety that you will lift them so they
do not stumble. You will lift them by drinking for them, by sleeping for them, by praying for them, by holding the fire light for them. You will lift them in your song, in your laughter and in your playful manner because that is what you have always done. So many wear somber faces as if this life were to be so serious. This life is a time of great joy, and for all of you in this room this is your last time on earth as you know her. She is on her way to becoming stellar of countenance, stellar of nature.
We ask you to embrace all those shortcomings that you try so hard to cover and prevent others from seeing. We ask you to embrace and love all the stupid things you do throughout the day and all the imperfections that you wear so well. For all of nature is beautiful as are you. The intertwining of the leaves, of the grass, of the wind and of you is the most beautiful of dances. Your worth is priceless and in that priceless vibration you need to embrace all the dreams within your heart. Do not cut yourself short. Do
not put on the brakes when you yearn so deeply in your heart to fulfill
desires that are a but a tiny seed of creation waiting on being
The time to address all your fears is now. The time to move forward wearing a badge of courage is now. The time to dream as big as your possibly can is now. Do not be afraid of the predictions; do not be afraid of the prophecy whether it is true or not. for the vibratory level that you live in a safe place that is beyond the reach of what makes others so fearful.
You must believe without a shadow of doubt. Every valley of woe, of death and demise you have walked through now comes to a point of reflection and in this reflection there will be a collage of mirrors. Every angle you look at you will see yourself differently and that is your gift. fully
clothe yourself in all the remnants of what once were for they make you
the multi-dimensional woman you are at this moment of time.
were no humans on the earth in the last galactic conjunction and this
is the first time a planet will go into stardom with inhabitants upon
her. Every role you have played serves you well now. Every badge of courage, every fear, every power, every shame is wrapped up in a cocoon of feminine light. Honor it and understand it. You are the first to do this. You are the first. I am White Buffalo Calf Woman and I leave you in Honor.
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
You are an intersection of all that you have ever been and all that you will ever choose to be. Within the walls of your heart -- you entertain the past, the now, and the future. Within
the walls of your heart resides all hope and wants for the future.
Within the walls of your heart, you hold all levels of the heavens that
still hold the embryo of possible creation.
each stand at the gates of yourself, holding your breath, waiting for
all of life to show you in which direction you are to walk, in which
direction you are to love, in which direction you are to look. You all stand at these gates waiting for a signal from something of heaven, from something of earth, from something of life. You
stand on the apex of who you knew yourself once to be and you are asked
to leap to the next mountaintop, into a place of understanding that is
foreign to your nature. You are asked to go beyond your
abilities to surpass all that you have known yourself to be, to finally
land within the sphere of knowledge that awaits you.
are many levels of your light that you are about to embrace, as there
are many levels of your humanness that you are afraid to embrace. Announce
to yourself the receiving of all levels of love – whether it is love
that has pained you in the past, love that is unrequited in the now,
love that turns its head and walks away from you. Announce
love to yourself, for the next level of your ascension and awakening
can only be accessed through the human heart, through the love that you
know as a human being. Look in your life – look at your
past, your parents, your spouse, your children – and see how much you
have loved them and how much you still have not embraced them fully.
You have side-stepped – what your heart yearns to be. You have side-stepped – where your heart yearns to be. You have side-stepped your future and you have lain comfortable in the quagmire of the now. Most people of earth are afraid of love. They are afraid of the very thing that will set them free. The heart of another will only lead you back to your own heart. No other heart will ever fulfill you. They
can nurture you, they can polish you, they can buff you, and they can
love you. Each level of love that you walk into as a warrior will take
you closer to an Ascension level of your own heart. All truths that you seek are within your grasp. To access them you must 'believe with a knowing' and 'know it with a believing'. The proof will come – but only after the pudding has been served. At this time we bow to your light, we bow to your hearts.
CHOICE IN MOTION
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
Each of you is coming to a fork in the road inside of yourself, regarding Choice. (The word choice is a #7 vibration. Seven works for the light, by the light and with the light. Sevens eat drink think and speak the light. Sevens are not allowed to stray outside the boundaries of light
for more than a fleeting thought. Seven brings you home the place where
miracles are an every minute event, where you can fly and dance in the
stars while in any and all forms.)
the next few months, earth comes to a point of choice. No longer will
it be deemed, declared, or decreed by heavenly intervention, what you
should or should not do, what you should and should not choose. No
one will point a finger at you and tell you what to do or experience.
You are magnetizing and drawing to you situations to learn from. They do
not come out of the ethers and form without a thought magnetizing them. In each situation there is a gift for you to experience. No one is holding you back from anything. No one is holding you up. You and you alone are creating all of it.
you get to the center point of complete understanding of these
thoughts, then you will be on the journey of mastership, then you will
understand there are no victims, whatsoever. With this understanding you will advance to a new level of light. You will remove another layer of human deception. You will be lightened and enlightened by doing this. This TRUTH has been released universally. You and you alone are responsible for what you are experiencing and you and you alone are creating what you are experiencing.
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