Posted on December 7, 2012 by lucas2012infos | Leave a comment
path on this wild and wonderful journey called spirit starting at
exactly 7:30 pm EST on Nov 11th, 2000. Thanx to my own willingness to
do something I would normally never have done (played on a Homemade
Ouija Board) and a very very determined spiritual guide named Jill who
seemed to move heaven and earth to find a way to get very needed
messages to me to completely and forever change my life.
I would spend the next 3 years in my bathtub learning. Revamping
every single aspect of my life. The more time I spent in meditation, in
my bathtub, the stronger and clearer my connection to spirit became.
Before I knew it, it was not only Jill, my determined “girlfriend”
spirit guide and my master (been with me all this life) guide “Ramus”
who were talking it up in my meditations and taking me on deep inner
journeys to restore the dysfunction that was my life, my health and my
mental matter… 5 entities from the Pleiades showed up, Sananda showed
up, others just kept pouring in. Some would be there for a week, others
a year or longer… all had their intended purpose.
In my early years, I was spending about 10 hours a day in my bath,
sliced up into 5 two-hour intervals. Not one guide or teacher would
leave until I was “Living” what they came to teach me. It was
never enough to just know it, it had to become a way of life.
The more I understood (that is very different from ”applied”) the
more I wanted to help others understand what I was beginning to
understand. My team wouldn’t have that. They would
just consistently repeat “healer, heal thyself,” over and over again
until I just wanted to pop them one! They also seemed to hold
the reins of my external life, which back then, just pissed me off.
They were very particular on the books I could read (they knew how to
scramble my brains or remove objects from my 3D world) and god forbid I
should attend anyone’s seminars, workshops, anything that was outside of
my bathtub. Back then, it would just piss me off. But I eventually
There are as many thoughts about this spiritual life we all live,
whether consciously or unconsciously, as there are groups of people
talking about it all. My team kept me far away from anything that
conflicted with what they were teaching me. It all boiled down to the
same thing: Unconditional Love and Non-Judgement!
To heal my ulcers, we didn’t even talk about diet, we talked about
anger, my anger. The serious depression wasn’t addressed by food
groups, or supplements, but by my own inability to love and accept
During this three year period, I was also taught by Sananda and my
friend from the Pleiades Franklyn, how the energy body works both in
dysfunction as well as in perfect resonance… and it all came down to
love vs fear. They taught me how to read energy, both the heavenly
light that is naturally us, as well as the torment we inflect upon
ourselves with fear.
You and I, we think we have this biology, and due to the way our
brain processes, it APPEARS that we do… but we don’t. We have many
frequencies of vibrations that are taken in by that magnificent brain
and it spits out images that we “see” as matter. But at the end and
beginning of every day, it’s all energy vibrations. So is, the food we
eat. Everything changes when we change how we feel about something.
For better or for worse.
In the 7-8 years I was working hands on with people via energy
massage and readings, the only time any body ever asked about food was
in releasing the dirty energy we just cleared and even that, was never
specific. Deep rich greens helped move the digestive track. Orange
foods help to restore health to the reproductive areas… but only once
the old energy was remove and only if the client didn’t bring all the
old energy back into them with their repetitive thoughts.
In the way I was raised, heart and in hand with Spirit, it always
comes down to what you think and how you feel about that. I know it so
easy to get caught up in the game on earth cuz it feels so real. But it
is not, at all. It really is a series of vibrations that we emit each
and every single day that takes us on this perceived journey thru what
appears to be matter. At the end of this journey, what it really boils
down to, is remembering who you are vibrationally… spiritually and using
that as your way of life. It boils down to unconditional love and
I have noticed over the last 12 years, one of the greatest things we
judge… and it truly is a judgement, is our food supply. We see it as
good or bad instead of something that simply IS. The moment you judge
it as bad for you, even if yesterday it had no adverse affect on you… it
becomes bad. We are that powerful in creation. If you believe that
something, or the lack of something, is good for you… it becomes exactly
that. The food didn’t change a thing about you… you changed in
relationship to the food. Or fill in the blank with any other thing.
For example, crystals rock my world. I hear them sing and dance with
joy… and they serve to increase my vibrational world. There are many
out there who love crystals and decorate their house with them, but the
crystals are vibrationally at a null point, meaning they have no affect
except to be decorative, because they only radiate when there is a
conscious frequency to radiate to. Everything is like that. Everything
on earth is birthed of love and consciousness. If everything is
birthed from loving consciousness (and it is) then everything is in a
loving exchange with life.
Keep in mind, this is how spirit groomed me. How spirit showed me
the way we work. I have witnessed first hand that health and joy and
bliss have nothing to do with the outside world, unless we say it does.
But it does have everything to do with our inside world and how we feel
We also have a tendency (a strong one at that) to see any sort of
illness or disease as bad. As something to be avoided at all costs,
including your own joy levels on earth. I personally see illness as
a messenger just like every other aspect on earth.
In 2002, by my very own hand and at the most spiritually
transformative time in my life, I picked apart my skin (via a pimple) to
the point of creating a solid ball beneath my skin. With it, I invited
my own cells to transform themselves at the right time in my life’s
journey. This is now known as my loving journey with Can-Seer!
It could only be revealed now, when I am so steadfast in my knowing,
in my ability to really hear energy (even if we call that energy cancer)
and to see the loving creation that it always has been. My fear
googles have disintegrated!! Phew!!
I have been asking my team to help me do more… careful what you ask
for, it rarely comes in the package and design we envision. But it is
I think about how incredible this body of mine is… regardless of what
I feed it, it is working with me in the most wonderful ways. I just
had a 9 inch wide incision biopsy on my back, a 7 node biopsy on my
front… and it is healing so well. It has not created any pain, any
infection, anything that says hey, we need to change our approach.
Instead, it is making a rapid recovery. Personally, I celebrate that.
I even realized what it (my body) was doing weeks before my surgery.
My midnight coughing jags was clearing my lungs so when they stuck the
breathing tube down my throat for my surgery, I would be very clear and
not hurt from that. It has cleared my way well… I haven’t even so much
as coughed since my surgery.
My body created an intense diarrhea the 3 days before surgery…
clearing the way for the constipation that would ensue the first week of
surgery. I had room in me for that. Just for the record, everything
is moving well now (smile.)
I am madly in love with my body and I know, it is madly in love with
me. It is loving compassion that is at the center of wellness.
The mind, on the other hand…. that needs constant redirecting. Yes, I
now have a tumor in a lymph node and my mind just says “oh shit.” Even
tho I knew this was not going to be a one hit wonder… we have a mantle
to infuse love into… cancer. It is made of Light, the most beautiful
cellular light I have ever seen and I am grateful to be partnered with
it as the journey continues.
I do have something that most people do not in their life. I have
absolute love flowing into my world from all over the world, thru you.
My cells feel you, my heart feels you, my soul feels you, please be
sure that my cancer feels your love too. LOVE is my only food of
choice… and with Love, we will change the world, together, Including
the world of cancer!
Well… off to FINALLY get my PET/CN done!! Have an amazing, love
filled day my friends. I love you so much more than my words will ever
(((((HUGZ))))) of gratitude in the Light of Creation!!
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