Posted on January 6, 2013 by ContraMary
These were my personal “Three Days of Darkness” …. they just ended
today about an hour ago and here in Germany it is just 4.06 p.m. as I
have settled down to write this post.
What and why can I maintain this fact that it ended today ?
1.) Up to now I did not sense nor feel much resonance with whatever post I wanted to read ….
2.) I even did not understand all the complicated
thought-windings of explanations posted on this timeline now after the
12-21-12 and moreover did not feel any urge wanting to know nor follow
the elaborate thinking of others which I really always have been a fan
3.) No resonance whatsoever to anything – no inclination to
post my own thoughts so I sought out well done and explained ideas and
channelings of others which re-blogged here so far.
4.) I myself were drifting of what seemed to me in a huge
nebulous vacuum – not dark altogether – but floating in a huge and vast
sphere of nothingness – all by myself – all feelings and convictions of
the old 3-density had vanished which drove me last year pushed by
time-challenges forward until complete exhaustion of my powers of all
All had gone and I had returned completely to
every-day-life-challenges without my past so beloved direct links to my
inner heart, my Higher Godself, to my Guides and Mentors.
Nevertheless I tried to speak to them in calm minutes – however it
was like calling into some foggy mist of Nothing without any getting any
response. Still I knew they were still out there and it was solely I
being shut off them all.
Stubborn as I am and always have been I just carried on – like Jacob
on the Angels’Ladder persisting to wrestle on with the angelic barrier
until He was blessed in the dawn red morning of a new day.
So I did also – when just watching the famous film “El Cid” suddenly
there was somethi ng happening to me: ” I felt so much compassion with
all of our mankind for so many epoches battling, fighting wars against
each others until now – the whole time-line and history of wars just
openend up before my inner eyes – still until when even films were
produced in praise of such fights of the past …. and I saw all this
set-up of this very film for battling sceneries with falling horses, men
etc. – evil-doing pictures for our inner images and souls – and I all
of a sudden I got aware of a deep feeling of compassion and love for all
our past historical wars, all most painful experience of mankind with
which I covered this whole thread until such films were made (just for
And with this sudden break-through – it was as if a big wall had been
broken down in myself – there came a huge burst of unconditional love
with which I blessed all this thread of wars and participants with my
blessings …. it is over now …. but our blessings may turn all the evil
insides out and make them good in the shine of this streaming
This was the end of my so-called “Three Days of Darkness” and I am
willing and prepared to adhere to the advice of AAMicha-El as channeled
through Ron Head. We have to manifest our own lives in this shining
uncondiitonal love and while trying to anchor our personal issues of
enlightened realms for us and our lives be always in the strong direct
link to the Divine Source:
“Archangel Michael Through Ron Head: Do What Is Yours To Do, But Keep Always In Your Hearts Your Connection To The Whole.
This I felt wanting to share with you and I am greeting you with unconditional love
Yours as always,
Thanks to: http://illuminations2012.wordpress.com