If this makes any sense, I think I am learning to see from a spiritual viewpoint. Manay of these people are ugly. I'm no Adonis, I'm depressed, overweight with bags under my eyes from the loss of the love of my life. I have a photo which no one will ever see of my beloved as She was transitioning. 58 fucking pounds, less than a 12 year old, but She was magnificently beautiful to me.
soros, hillary, madaline albright, madonna, these people display, most things along with things named bush, these things represent a putridness that is beyond my comprehension. like the stench of not death and transition but the decay and stench of the physical.
Lately I'm seeing who people are and were, and will be, This is something my beloved talked to me about. It's to see an old man or woman and their age and difficulties, and beauty than to see the lack of love in others and see a living corpse.
My eyes are failing. Does this make any sense? I actually see people a block away and unless I recognize their clothing or movements I don't know who it is. But as they come closer I see them yet way before I've seen who they are inside, spiritually. Does this make any sense, because I'm struggling with it. My eyesight is becoming compromised but in another way is becoming much sharper.
Does this make any sense?