I had four operations during my hospital stay, after the 4th time they left me open just in case they had to go back in.
In simple terms, I wasn't doing well !
By that time, doctors had given up on me and "parked" me in a special room with white curtains and soft beautiful music. I had no doubt that this room was NOT intended for healing.
I remember that I was at peace with dying and this is when I decided to stop breathing.
In a split second I was in the "tunnel of light." I was met by several "beings of light". Either 3 or 4, I could not tell that's how bright they were.
They greeted me warmly (telepathically) and expressed lots of love. I explained that I had decided to move to the other side since my body no longer served me and they told me that unfortunately it was NOT my time yet.
As is my nature, I stood my ground with them but they were firm in their intention, they said that I had no choice but to go back.
They gave me the following instructions;
- You have a task to fulfill, you need to help people.
- However, you need to have more fun in life and enjoy every moment. They repeated have fun, create happiness, enjoy yourself and do good several times. Apparently it's the key to life.
- They also told me, you need not to have doubt, worry or fear, you have many angels protecting you. Apparently fear, doubt and worry are the path to failure.
- And then they ended with "now is the time for you to go back and share this knowledge."
While this was going on, I could faintly hear the nurses in the far distance yelling at me to start breathing. The beings of light told me to listen to the nurses and the very moment I did, I was back in my body. And my first thought was: "boy are those nurses ever loud, PLEASE stop the yelling".
Three days later I walked out of the hospital and that was 28 years ago.
This was a life changing experience for me, even while the NDE only lasted mere minutes. The nurses later confirmed my bout with death was real.
Ever since that time, my outlook on life has changed. Rather than selfishness, I now concentrate on kindness, love and helping others.
The amazing thing is, my memory improved so much that I now remember everything that happened in my life, back to the age of one ! And even parts of my last life.
Also I trust that the spiritual realm has my best interest in mind and always provides what is best for me.
With God / the spirit world on my side, what's there to worry....