December 19, 2013 by anarchistbanjo
December 18, Full Moon Update Monad Merger
Monday night packed a punch that had me so disoriented that I felt as if I had just smoked some pot (something I haven’t done since 1980) or was having a stroke. Astral/etheric reality was merging so strongly with physical reality that I was having some trouble keeping track of what was memory and what was astral/etheric vision. Realizing that I could not do anything with this energy surge I went to bed early.
Obviously this was the predicted completion of the cycle or monad merger. I managed to sleep it off and went to work the next morning. Of interest was my mood that day. I was in good spirits and when asked if I was going to bring some candy as a Christmas treat (like all the others) I laughed till the tears rolled down my face contemplating putting good old fashioned horehound candy in their little stockings. Wednesday morning saw me once more laughing till tears came as I shared my horehound candy (with limited success!), anise flavored candy (with limited success), cinnamon candy and sassafras candy. Such outgoing behavior being totally removed from my normal quiet and reserved self.
Wednesday morning also brought vivid dreams where one part of my awareness was giving sub-concious hypnotic suggestions to another part. As a trained hypnotist that is the only way to say it. My lucid dream state was an almost? conscious lucid dream with three separate awarenesses where the most aware part of me was making statements/suggestions that I marveled at, that were bringing about change and response from my lower self. Part of me considered modifying some of the suggestions and working more consciously with the process, but another part of me just let things be.
This was definitely a progression and improvement over Monday night’s intoxication like state. My higher aspects were beginning to communicate with my lower aspects and part of me was in the middle just watching. So this merger seems to be getting smoother and my various parts working more closely. My attitude continues to be abnormally upbeat and positive/excited. My multi-dimensional awareness continues to be enhanced.
This was not as marked with my wife, who, Monday night had car problems and a hard day. Still, tonight she is having a good time going to see a horse whisperer that apparently has therapeutic horses. These horses apparently give healing messages to those requesting it. I’ve got to consider this as positive? Chuckle. It is at least a bonding with these fine animals.
Now we await the influx of new energy for the coming year. For me it appears this has happened early with the energy wave Monday night that left me so disoriented. I often receive these waves a bit early as I’m quite attuned to them and help bring them in.
So, we are now locked in. It is time to begin using our gifts and follow our hearts to the pot of gold at the end of our individual rainbows! It is time for the first expansion of our new world! Happy Holidays!
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